Some of us are but a box full of surprises, feelings, talents, and so much more, but what's amazing it's our special care, our will to do everything for everyone who steps in your way... As pretty as it's sounds, it ends up being excruciating, if you lose yourself in the process. Pleasing everyone it's something that cannot be done if you have a little bit of care for yourself, for what you want and not what others want. It becomes more difficult when you see that everyone not just want, but suddenly need! They need you to please them because they are so used to it. Then it comes to the point of: how do I get out? How do I say no?

Well, lets face it, in the end, no one cares for you the way they care about themselves; and saying no is not a selfish path when you do not go further than taking good care of yourself like nobody ever will. For that reason, as bad as it sounds, you go first! You go first and you do your best for you! To accomplish what you want, and wanting it because it makes you happy. If it truly makes you happy, the people who care about you will understand and will be glad for you too.

I wasted precious time of my life making people happy. When you see them satisfied once, you just can't help working harder. But then... Where was I? What did I wanted?

I learned for once and forever: it is better to be free.